sea junior has just ended..well i wldnt dare say i did well in this comp, because all i came back with was the only bronze compared to the 6 golds in our medal haul..
ohwell, i wasnt able to end this comp the way i wanted to..even though i put alot on the line(eg my cts.) to go and train for and play this comp, no matter wad the outcome is, i guess God has a purpose and i will remember Romans 8:28.. and i hope tht each of these experiences, whether it be a demoralising one, wld bring me closer to Him..well despite only getting a bronze, i guess all the praise has to go to God because if not for Him, i might even have come back empty handed... yeps
ever since i participated in sea junior, i have not seen as many spectators as those this time round.. all of them would be cheering for laos and vietnam..and on certain matches i dunno why but i just enjoyed playing against the vietnam team..
for the boys, we got the worst ever draw..we had indonesia and vietnam in our group..wad we all accepted was that for the boys, there was a distinct gap between ourselves and these two countries.. and even though we fought hard, we did not make it to the semis..
well singles event, i guessed i did not haf enough trust in myself to win and tht is something i cld learn from..mixed doubles i wldnt say we had a very good draw, but nonetheless i think we overcame abit to make it to the semis..i was shouting my lungs out every point..but we crashed out too fast in the semis, and the reason? i wld like to believe we were overdrawn with fatigue..
well boys doubles, despite my partner being changed to yl at the very last minute, i think we gave it our all during the quarters, even though i was still tired from the mixed doubles..for a first time pairing, i think the effort was commendable and we lost to vietnam narrowly by 3-2..
fun wise, i think we all had a fair share of fun..haha xj jy yj and i were prank calling pple on the first night, talking in laos language..
and even in hebei, after trng, we wld all either end up playing cards or watch a dvd..haha and wad was a real experience for myself, yl and xj was the therapy tht we went for.. xj was like moaning towards the end, telling the massuer to stop..haha
and this yr we had one new guy added to our team..haha..jieyan aka the lame guy.. we all had fun laughing at him, like how he glues his bat. he just gives the rubber a few strokes of the brush, and whether it is even or not, he will just be like : Can Already and just carry on playing his games.. but haha afterall he is still U15 singles champ and tht was no mean feat for a first timer like him..
alright it cld possibly be my last sea junior as i am not one who can really study and might need quite some time to study next yr..but nonetheless, thnk God once again for everything no matter wad was the outcome or the result..because without Him, it wld not have even been possible in the first place..
yeps for now it's cts despite havin 4 league matches postponed to next week..
Lord, i commit myself into Your loving hands..