sigh...i really dunno wad is happening...=(
haiz..how shld i begin this entry?its gonna be a rather depressing one...been depressed lately..esp today..i can say it was the biggest disappointment of my life..
during recess today, adrian told me tht him n myself weren't in...haiz..i was really shocked..esp when he told me we juz missed by 2%.. i was at a lost for words at tht point..haiz..really din expect the impact of the situation to be so huge to me..i already put in my best, esp wif my poor time management..haiz..but they wun listen to adrian and myself...feel very sorry for adrian too.. this had a great blow on him..worst thn me..i mean, all i can say is tht the both of us haf already put in our best..if they want to find y we missed the 2%, there are many other reasons..
well, im praying hard tht now they will take time to consider my proposals and pray tht there would be good news.. i still haf to thnk GOD tht im still in RI and not kicked out..and also thnk GOD tht the teachers haf done wad they could do...
now its been a couple of hrs since the event happened..i m still suffering from the impact..i think adrian is also going thru the same situation as me..dunno how long we will take to overcome this..at this point of time i dun feel lyk trng already..but i hope life will carry on normally after the period of time..
tmr i am going to sch again..dunno whether bringing up the situation again will make me feel sad..well, i already am sad enough..nothing can really spread a smile across my face..well, at least for the time being..juz haf to trust GOD to take care of the situation now..
-when GOD closes one door for you, he opens another- =GOD always has a plan for you=
woah..i'm actually blogging...
hihi... havent been blogging for a long time..dunno y but i've been watching tv non stop these few days..i watch tv till abt 1?thn i go to sch late and juz join the crowd.. okie..
tuesday i got back my results..muz really thnk GOD..coz they were better thn wad i expected..really better by alot.. well, got 71.1% overall...thnk GOD coz i only expect lyk 60-65%? tan yew meng was really very very lenient... coz i got two A1s for his sub.. shows how lenient he was? or izit tht he was a good teacher? thnk GOD anyway... oya.. there was something funny tht happened on wed... i received back the paper for maths..thn i looked at the mark and it was 74%... thn i dunno how to express my feelings at the time but i desperately wanted one more mark..thnk GOD i did well for maths anyway..coz class tests i havent been doing so well.. now is the funny part.. as i really wanted one more mark, i kept on interupting mr ng by asking him the same qns: sir, can i get half a mark more for this sum?... and the answer would always be: thts the max i can award u.. so i was lyk argh... thn i juz asked him: sir, can u find more mark for me pls? i juz want half a mark... thn he was lyk quite pissed already coz it was lyk tht 20th time i asked him..so he juz said:" daniel, i noe u want tht mark, and i've looked thru ur paper 3 times to help u find one mark..but...... i m sorry.. i cant find anything.." haiz.... so i decided i juz had to be content wif an A2.. juz haf to try again in sec 3..haha.. tan yew meng was quite relaxed during his period..he went: guys, i shall juz return u ur scripts and pls check tht they are correct.. now i'm gonna show u terminator...haha..
haiz..wednesday, dun talk abt it..juz haf to say i went to my limit juz to get my attendance for mon back..did wad i had to do.. thnk GOD i got it back.. but anyway, if coach could believe u so easily, it was definitely easy to make him buy my story too.. nothing much happened liao..
thursday had rafflesian spotlight..was quite nice..esp kaiyang aka deputy headboy..haha..he sang 'amazed'.. and he won the comp..
friday went for sch trng..muz really thnk GOD tht lsh is back..coz i really need him to help me which he did.. but too much..coz my arm is hurting now..he trned wif me for lyk almost 2 hrs..and non stop sumore.. very active man he..but my faulty strokes were changed though..thnk GOD now i can trn properly.. at nite was even worst.. trned wif boon.. thn my arm hurt even more.. haha.. oya.. jho came back..thn he beat everyone.. even wang qiong.. deuce though..
today after stta went to sch.. thn found out tht my class got 3rd for inter class.. but we were walked-over in the semis.. coz there weren't enuf players there.. sad case la.. haha..
okie guys.. gotta stop here.. i shall try to blog often.. been rather lazy.. cyaz..
will my expectations be met? we shall see
oops..i m a day late...but nvm...i juz wanna wish ahboon a happy belated birthday...he really helped me alot this yr.. =)
hihi guys..exams are finally over...thnk GOD those few days passed in the wink of an eye..well..i've been enjoying life ever since..lolx..sat went to watch white chicks wif yl..thn we saw the whole grp of rjtt pple at J8..haha..those who havent watched white chicks, u guys shld really go watch it..its really funny..u will laugh almost every 5 mins...lolx..thnk GOD i had a good laugh..lolx..the black guy..haha..
sun i went to watch 2046..lolx..it was very funny...xh, li n i laughing towards the end of the show..laughing...laughing..laughing... at... how stupid the show was!!!...lolx..then xh kept on telling me he understood it while li told me otherwise..lolx.. those two can joke n quarrel wif each other and i still can laugh.. haha..
now lets tok abt tt...hmmm..fri i touched my bat for the first time in a 2-3 weeks..thn i totally din noe how to play..but thnk GOD now i gradually know how to..although not totally.. actually nothing much to tok abt for tt..lolx.. okie..i shall stop typing here...
[hmmm...we might haf quarrelled, had many disagreements and even put each other down..but there were also many a time when there was laughter between us... in the end, we're still frenz...so i can only wish u all the best for ur trip...]
oya...i forgot...lately my com's been down..so i cant go and see my blog..dno y..i can only update it...but thnk GOD my com is not totally down...juz need to get rid of tht small virus..
--i appreciate all those things u've done for me... all the times u helped me when i was down...--
tired out =(
hihi guys..not been able to blog this few days..rather busy n lazy..haha..thnk GOD there's this weekend break for me to study..haha...today we had both papers of eng..dun wanna think of whether i did well or not..juz go ahead n study for the next paper...its not like i can change my answers lyk tht..so wads the point of seeing whether my ans is correct or not?but thnk GOD i did my best i could... haha...lolx..this few days i've been studying in the library till 6 plus..thn haf to sneak out coz i m not supposed to be in the library after 530 or else the malay lady will come n scold me..haha..thnk GOD so far i've not been caught..haha..monday i m having both my humanities paper..although its quite tiring to do both on one day but i juz pray tht i can do my best..lolx..having to take two humans within 5 hrs..haha.. anyway i probably wun be blogging till the exams end..ok..gtg..cyaz guys..all the best to those taking their exams too..